So today I have had it brought to my attention that I have had a LOT of time to adjust to the idea of this surgery. What it may mean to me with a possible ostomy. With dealing with what that will mean to me. With being able to put in paperwork to be able to telework to save time with no pay. Time to absorb. Time to adjust. Time to process.
There are a LOT of folks out there who don't have this. I have come to the realization that it's been a silver lining in my waiting timeframe.
Small blessings here and there. Little but important things.
So, yeah, waiting has been hard, but a blessing just the same.