Well, I have what I wanted. Poop in daylight hours. Ok now to calm the clustering and NOT poop myself when out and about.
Went to three stores. Had to poop in two. Had accidents in two. Little tiny amounts of poo, but still not great enough control ... I know I have to poo. I clench. Some just sneaks out. Sigh. I have pads for that reason and I was able to test my travel bag today. Passed the test so to speak.
Only 2 weeks and a few days out. Not disheartened as I have FULL nights of sleep. So it’s easier to rebound as I’m not nearly as emotional as I would be if sleep deprived.
There’s still hope and I will continue to try and get a grip as it were in the situation.... and the saga continues.
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