Updates on doctors visits

2 year scans done. Doctors results in. I had nodules in my lungs on the last scan and honestly they were freaking me out - I tried NOT to dwell on them and succeeded until the week of my scans. I had my doubts about them as they stated “can not rule out metastasis”. Great. This round of scans they indicated there was no issue with lungs however (why is there always a however?) these IS a lymph node in my groin (i should say rectum (or what’s left of it)). So although I thought I would be on yearly scans at this juncture I’m still on a 6 month scan schedule. Good news. Yay?  Yeah I can’t bring myself to be super excited about “we need to watch that area” comment but it’s not horrible news. Meh. I just need to see a castle and I’ll get over it. Ha!!